Do you ever just look around at your life and think, "How did I get here?" I've been having these thoughts for so long now.
I don't know if I am having a mental breakdown, or just finally not trying to keep everything bottled up all nice and tidy, but dang, it sucks. I cry at the drop of a hat, literally, drop a hat, I will start crying. I can't say ANYTHING anymore to anyone without feeling all worked up.
Maybe I just need to find a therapist...maybe I just need to be medicated beyond recognition...maybe I just don't know....
I'll just leave it at that for now.
